Gorgeous Shade Of Red

Illustrating suicide in my head -
Sacrificing virgins in my bed -
Blood is such a gorgeous shade of red -
Living off the lies that I've been fed -
Finding inspiration in the words I've read -
My Friends will be famous when they're dead -
Desensitized by the life I've led -
Physically drained, emotionally bled -
My friends will be sober when they're dead -
I cannot shake this shadow -
I cannot love, but I can't let go - I cannot shake this shadow -
I cannot live, but I can't let go.