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[00:13.65] Don't look at me
[00:20.23] I'm afraid at what you'll see
[00:26.84] Can we keep the lights off
[00:30.20] I'm stuck in my heads
[00:33.58] A little uncomfortable
[00:36.74] Because of what they've said
[00:39.99] Hands on my back, fingers running down my spine
[00:43.03] Panic attack, that your really lying
[00:46.38] Always deceived, never really into me
[00:49.61] Time after time, I'm lead to believe
[00:53.16] I don't matter enough
[00:56.25] Lesson after lesson, just salt in the cut
[00:59.76] Disappointments running amuck
[01:03.12] Why don't I ever matter enough
[01:19.45] Sweet nothings, meaning something
[01:24.13] How naive
[01:25.92] Along they string, love bombing their kink
[01:29.54] And yet I believe
[01:32.60] Will I, survive
[01:35.80] The twist of the knife from clowns in disguise
[01:39.21] Will I, will I
[01:41.32] Make it out alive
[01:45.93] Hands on my back, fingers running down my spine
[01:49.19] Panic attack, that your really lying
[01:52.58] Always deceived, never really into me
[01:55.77] Time after time, I'm lead to believe
[01:59.35] I don't matter enough
[02:02.60] Lesson after lesson, just salt in the cut
[02:05.93] Disappointments running amuck
[02:09.44] Why don't I ever matter enough
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