i can't deal with it getting dark so early, it makes me wanna curl up & die

I can't deal with it getting dark so early
It makes me wanna curl up and die
I try to chill smoke some weed and watch a movie
'Cause it's too creepy outside
Then I get stoned
Gotta take a walk just to get calm
But now I'm paranoid because I got too high
Make it halfway down the block
Smoking a cig in my Birkenstocks and in the distance
A car alarm goes off and I'm terrified
I can't deal with it getting dark so early
It makes me wanna curl up and die