Mad

[00:00.67] How can I see my own existence?
[00:06.36] Living in fluid contradiction
[00:13.37] And I know that I bought what you sold
[00:19.32] But here I sleep at the bottom with my bed of stone
[00:25.95] I just wanna stop
[00:31.93] But we can never stop
[00:39.12] Is it bad that I wanna feel pain?
[00:42.25] Is it sad that I'm digging my grave?
[00:45.21] Call it mad if you wanna
[00:51.80] Everything you could never explain is the
[00:55.12] Thorn in the side of my brain
[00:58.02] Call it mad if you wanna
[01:04.13] How can I question absolution?
[01:10.79] Am I a slave to my illusion?
[01:17.38] And we bury you deep in the mold
[01:23.97] And I stay on the edge cause I can't let go
[01:30.46] Is it bad that I wanna feel pain?
[01:33.40] Is it sad that I'm digging my grave?
[01:36.44] Call it mad if you wanna
[01:42.75] Everything you could never explain is the
[01:46.37] Thorn in the side of my brain
[01:49.50] Call it mad if you wanna
[01:56.99] Tension drowning me out
[02:00.21] Don't even recognize mе
[02:02.99] Madness calming me down
[02:06.56] I just wanna make it stop
[02:09.54] Tеnsion drowning me out
[02:12.90] Don't even recognize me
[02:15.99] Madness calming me down
[02:19.13] I just wanna, I just wanna, I just wanna
[02:33.91] I don't wanna stop
[02:40.26] I don't wanna stop
[02:47.20] Is it bad that I wanna feel pain?
[02:50.47] Is it sad that I'm digging my grave?
[02:53.50] Call it mad if you wanna
[03:00.05] Everything you could never explain is the
[03:03.00] Thorn in the side of my brain
[03:06.22] Call it mad if you wanna
[03:12.29] I don't wanna stop
[03:18.52] I don't wanna stop
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