Drown Me in the River

I can't stop hating myself
And my ugly fucking face
All my dreams are stupid
Yet I dream them, I dream them any way

Drowning in the river
Or drowning in the bay
I can work around your schedule -
Let me know your schedule
Just make sure that it's a'
A beautiful day

I try to look in the mirror -
And I immediately look away
I can't stand my own reflection
Now what does it say
Does it say?

Drowning in the river
Or drowning in the bay
I can work around your schedule -
Let me know your schedule
Just make sure that it's a'
A beautiful day

I don't wanna be nihilistic
But all this, all this
Is worthless
And I don't wanna be narcissistic
But I don't wanna think about
Anyone else either

Drowning in the river
Or drowning in the bay
I can work around your schedule -
Let me know your schedule
Just make sure that it's a'
A beautiful day