Laughing

I am broken
All the fragments are...
Incrustrated inside my throat
In my loneliness
I vomit all the pain with blood
I...
Am laughing
With all the frustration and pain
Oh this fucking pain...
I'm laughing
So many years...
Of frantic suffering
Have crushed my brain
In my loneliness...
I vomit all the pain with blood
I...
Am laughing...
With all the frustration and pain
Oh this fucking pain...
I'm laughing
I'm laughing...
But it's not because of happiness
It have never been because of happiness
It's just that my brain is so fucked up...
And nothing makes sense anymore