Bother

[00:11.07] Wish I was too dead to cry
[00:15.67] My self-affliction fades
[00:21.74] Stones to throw at my creator
[00:26.37] A masochist to which I cater
[00:32.07] You don't need to bother
[00:37.39] I don't need to be
[00:42.34] I'll keep slipping farther
[00:47.74] But once I hold on
[00:50.78] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[01:04.37] Wish I was too dead to care
[01:09.32] If indeed I cared at all
[01:14.68] Never had a voice to protest
[01:20.02] So you fed me shit to digest
[01:25.67] I wish I had a reason
[01:28.30] My flaws are open season
[01:30.78] For this, I gave up trying
[01:33.73] One good turn deserves my dying
[01:36.47] You don't need to bother
[01:41.47] I don't need to be
[01:46.42] I'll keep slipping farther
[01:51.80] But once I hold on
[01:54.83] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
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[02:29.53] Wish I'd died instead of lived
[02:34.88] A zombie hides my face
[02:40.32] A shelf forgotten with its memories
[02:45.34] Diaries left with cryptic entries
[02:50.94] And you don't need to bother
[02:57.23] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:01.29] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:06.70] But once I hold on
[03:09.69] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[03:12.07] You don't need to bother
[03:17.36] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[03:22.64] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:27.94] But once I hold on (once I hold on)
[03:31.35] I'll never live down my deceit
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