Drowning

[00:05.44] The key to success is consistency
[00:07.41] And still you're telling people you're a wolf amongst the sheep when really you are just Wildebeest
[00:11.59] Inside of this Serengeti full of lions out where fucking Simba sings
[00:14.95] Who the f*** you kidding please
[00:16.42] Only time you've ever been consistent is when your lips are wrapped around a fifth or Sipping on a whisky neat
[00:21.12] Look at what you did to me
[00:22.54] Look at what you did to me
[00:23.88] If you spent every second that you did inside this bottle on your music man we'd probably be famous
[00:28.54] Probably be rich; but you're connected to this liquor like the human fucking centipede
[00:32.79] Damn, Temptations tempting me
[00:34.64] That's Jamison on everything
[00:36.04] A bitch she broke my heart and now I'm drinking way excessively
[00:38.80] Think I'm doing 25 to life inside this bottle that's a drinkers penitentiary
[00:42.89] And fuck Christina Aguilera there's no genie in a bottle if there were I would've set it free
[00:47.45] But i don't mean to talk all of this coulda woulda shit
[00:50.44] Momma never taught me how to be a goody-goody kid
[00:53.11] Instead I'm just a drinker cause I'm
[00:54.53] Drowning
[00:55.56] Yeah, I'm drowning in my guilt
[00:57.25] Trying to put together everything I can't rebuild
[00:59.75] I'm drowning
[01:01.00] Yeah, I'm drowning on my own
[01:02.66] Trying to kick the bottle but the bottles all I know
[01:05.00] I'm drowning
[01:06.50] Drowning with no purpose
[01:08.07] Heads above the water but I'm fighting with the current
[01:10.58] I'm drowning
[01:11.87] Yeah, I'm drowning in my guilt
[01:13.62] Trying to put together everything I can't rebuild
[01:16.02] I'm drowning
[01:17.47] Yeah, I'm drowning on my own
[01:19.07] Trying to kick the bottle but the bottles all I know
[01:21.44] I'm drowning
[01:22.86] Yeah I'm drowning with no purpose
[01:24.41] Heads above the water but I'm fighting with the current
[01:26.86] I'm drowning
[01:28.38] Yeah I'm drowning with no sympathy
[01:30.06] Drowning with no life preserver
[01:31.35] Wondering if I deserve it
[01:32.83] Every time I grab myself a drink
[01:34.54] These people look at me OJ in a court room back when he was tried for murder
[01:38.10] I got people on my line now
[01:39.48] Telling me my life is over
[01:40.84] My creative process is a product of that whiskey and some diet cola
[01:44.09] Meaning I've been writing with some substance cause I'm done with all this music about your jewelry and diamond chokers
[01:48.93] Fuck it man your time is over
[01:50.28] Let's rewind the clock
[01:51.61] Welcome to Pandora's box
[01:52.76] Something that you've never seen
[01:54.25] I was born to rap it's deep inside my jeans and I ain't talking Abercrombie no that DNA and Isotopes
[01:59.16] My entire life I learned to balance on these Icy slopes
[02:01.72] Wondering if I could go, further than the next man
[02:04.25] Reaping what I sow,
[02:05.63] I write the shit that hits your heart like a chest pass
[02:08.12] I'm so far ahead of time I'm thinking about retirement before I blow,
[02:11.44] Meth lab
[02:12.10] I refuse to be the fucking artist who is dead last
[02:14.90] So I'm trying to find the confidence inside this eighty proof
[02:18.11] Hoping it will give me strength finally fucking make it though
[02:20.72] So don't you ask why I'm
[02:21.83] Drowning
[02:22.89] Yeah, I'm drowning in my guilt
[02:24.39] Trying to put together everything I can't rebuild
[02:26.87] I'm drowning
[02:27.96] Yeah, I'm drowning on my own
[02:29.70] Trying to kick the bottle but the bottles all I know
[02:32.24] I'm drowning
[02:33.74] Drowning with no purpose
[02:35.36] Heads above the water but I'm fighting with the current
[02:37.79] I'm drowning
[02:39.08] Yeah, I'm drowning in my guilt
[02:40.90] Trying to put together everything I can't rebuild
[02:43.29] I'm drowning
[02:44.66] Yeah, I'm drowning on my own
[02:46.14] Trying to kick the bottle but the bottles all I know
[02:48.69] I'm drowning
[02:50.09] Yeah I'm drowning with no purpose
[02:51.93] Heads above the water but I'm fighting with the current
[02:54.20] I'm drowning
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