impostor syndrome

So I finally reached Heaven, but the door was pretty hot
And I'm tired of being liked for being someone that I'm not
I feel like a poser, I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm in a new place, I'm too far from home

And I don't belong here, It's clear to see
I'm disappointing everyone who believed in me
I'm not who you think I am, you think I'm so amazing
But I don't deserve to live the life that I am chasing

I'm an imposter, I'm a monster
Why am I here?
I don't belong here

I feel nobody likes me and I just keep messing up
And It's obvious to me that everyone has had enough
I feel like a nuisance, a burden, I'm a pain
And It's all my fault, I'm the only one to blame

Yeah, do I belong here? I just can't see
I'm disappointing everyone who believed in me
I'm not who you think I am, you think I'm so amazing
But I don't deserve to live the life that I am chasing

I'm an imposter, I'm a monster
Why am I here?
Why am I here?

Why do I wallow in my pity and self doubt?
And why do I hurt the people I can't live without?
I try to change, I try to do better
But I don't know if I can keep it all together

I don't belong here, I just don't fit
But I'd be worse off if I chose to quit
It means so much to me that you think I'm so amazing
I can hardly deal with all the obstacles I'm facing

Am I an imposter? Am I a monster?
Do I belong here?
Can I belong here?