Suicide Watch

(The worst part of Hell is not the flames)
(It's the hopelessness)
(And I think that is the part of Hell)
(That a person with depression really tastes)
(The hopelessness)
(The terrible hopelessness that comes over)
(Everything is black)
(Nothing looks-)
(There's nothing cheerful in anything)
(All you see, all I could see was death)
(For instance I would say, "Well, what's the use of getting up?")
(What's the use of eating? I'm only going to die someday anyway)
(What's the use of doing anything because it's pointless)
(It's all going to end in death)
(Whether I arrange to do it to myself or whether I just sit it out)