Bad Apple (feat. Adriana Figueroa & the Musical Ghost)

流れてく時の中でも 気怠さがほらグルグル回って
私から離れる心も見えないわ そう 知らない?
自分から動くこともなく 時のすき間に流され続けて
知らないわ周りのことなど 私は私 それだけ
夢見てる? 何も見てない? 語るの無駄な自分の言葉
悲しむなんて疲れるだけよ 何も感じず過ごせばいいの
戸惑う言葉与えられても 自分の心ただ上の空
もし私から動くのならば 全て変えるのなら黒にする
Even in the midst of the ticking time that flows
The lack of empathy here is spinning
Round and round in circles
I can't even see that my heart is separating
Leaving me alone, 'till I just don't know
I'm frozen in the cracks of a time that's never ending
Paralyzed in fear, I am stuck here suffocating
Trying to escape from a world that's decimating
Focusing on nothing but my own self
Is this just a dream? Is it not reality?
No one listens to a thing, even when I try to speak
Tired of all this misery, hiding deep inside of me
Maybe I should let it be, without feeling anything
Help I'm drowning but I'm dry, even when I try to cry
I can't tell if I'm alive, or if I've already died
If I change to make it right
If I change with all my might
Maybe I can find the light
Turning all of me white
動くのならば 動くのならば
すべて壊すわ すべて壊すわ
悲しむならば 悲しむならば
私の心 白く変われる?
Even if you give me words, nothing's going to be heard
'Cause I have no heart to feel, all I hear is in a blur
Feeling numb in every gap, 'cause the soul is what I lack
And if nothing seems to change
Then I'll turn it all to black
あなたのことも私のことも全ての事もまだ知らないの
重い瞼を開けて ならば全て壊すのなら黒になれ