Event Horizon

How can this be so frustrating?
My world is falling appart
I worked so hard, all this for what?
I'm billion miles away
From accomplish my dreams, no!

Fate is laughing at me
I'm not made for these things
All I wanna do, is transmitting my feelings
Providing emotions through my work
To contribute to this universe

All I see is injustice
We're struggling to making a living
While the soulless are being enriched

I put all my soul into this craft
I hoped doing that until I die
Unlike what works, my style is not, following the lines
It's like being cursed but I can't help it
I can't lie to myself

Fate is laughing at me
I'm not made for these things
All I wanna do, is transmitting my feelings
Providing emotions through my work
To contribute to this universe

All I see is injustice
We're struggling to making a living
While the soulless are being enriched

My mind is tormented
Only few understand my pain
I don't have much time left
Before reaching the point of no return, of no return!
The point of no return, of no return!

My ears bleeding
I have less and less time now
Before dying
My wish is to succeed
My ears bleeding
I have less and less time now
Before dying
My wish is to succeed