It's Always Wrong

I've tried giving nothing but love but I'm tired
I'm tired man
I'm worn out from always being the option not the choice
I'm fucking beat from giving all I got just to be shoved away
I can't do it anymore
And it feels I couldn't be loved any less
Nobody knows me man
They know I'm a good dude, that's it
They don't know I'm lonely
They can't see me sit awake at night and hope for the meds to kick in
They don't watch me lose sleep over things that I've never even have
And it hurts
It hurts to know I'll always be this romantic jackass that nobody's wanting to waste their time on
I'm alone bro
I'm tired
I'm tired and I'm fucking alone
That's all