the sum of the in-between

I'm a wishful thinker
And I'm really good at pretending that I'm fine
And I'm clumsy as fuck
I will straight up forget to love you sometimes
And I'm a lightweight drinker
I'm really bad at holding my own hand
And I'm lonely enough
I will do just about anything that I can
To understand you
And I'm ok with that
I'm a problem finder
And I'm really mean when I feel like you're leaving me
And I worry too much
'Cause inside my head is nothing but casualties
And I'm floating somewhere
But I feel the weight of the places that nobody goes
And I don't share too much
But if you were a stranger
I'd tell you my highs and lows
Are you ok with that?
I'm ok with that
When nothing's together
I change like the weather
My world is ending
But then I feel better
I'm not where I thought that I'd be now
But somehow
I'm ok with that
I'm ok with that
Who I was, who I'll be
I'm the sum of the in-between
Who I was, who I'll be
I'm the sum of the in-between
Who I was, who I'll be
I'm the sum of the in-between
Who I was, who I'll be
I'm the sum of the in-between
Who I was, who I'll be
I'm the sum of the in-between
Who I was, who I'll be
I'm the sum of the in-between
Who I was, who I'll be
I'm the sum of the in-between
Who I was, who I'll be
I'm the sum of the in-between
Who I was, who I'll be
I'm the sum of the in-between