O.D. (Victim of Chemical Substance)

Ever changing pictures appearing in my mind
Visions of a past that could be anyone's but mine
Feel like I am floating in a frightening pool of dreams
A world of changing colors where nothing's what it seems

I am a victim
Caught in a Death Dance

Feel like I'm surrounded but there's no-one here but me
Cannot trust my eyes, cannot trust a thing I see
A kaleidoscope of fractals, explosions of pure light
Can't stop my heart from pounding, got to survive this night

And I am a victim
Caught in a death dance
I am a victim
Of chemical substance

Well, heart is pounding, pressure's mounting
Veins that feel like steel
Should be dying from the pain
If only I could feel

Half a dozen doctors
Fighting to save my life
Gotta leave all this behind
And walk towards the light

Worshiping the needle
That used to make me strong
Something changed, I don't know what
But it suddenly feels wrong

Can't control my body
I feel like my own slave
This here is total chaos
I know I can't be saved

I am a victim
Of chemical Substance

Wrong decisions, lost my vision
I messed up my life
Thought that I could beat the needle
Now I'm fighting to survive

All at once I've lost control
Pleasure turns to pain
My brain screams stop, my body's aching
Have I gone insane?

I am a victim
Of chemical substance
Of chemical substance

Floating between life and death,
Someone tell me who I am
Gotta decide what I will be animal or man
Feel like a helpless fetus,can't even suck my thumb
It's very hard to live, when your soul feels numb

I am a victim
Caught in a death dance

Feel like a breathing corpse strapped onto this bed
Can't shake out the images tumbling in my head
Got to get my fix no matter what they say
Without these drugs there is no life
The world seems dull and gray

I am a victim of chemical substance
I am a slave in this forbidden romance

I hear the voices calling screaming out my name
If I live or if I die to me that's all the same
My fate is in their hands now unable to react
Will I float towards the light or will they pull me back

I am a victim of this chemical substance
I am a slave in this forbidden romance

I am a victim, I
I am a victim, I
I am a victim, I
Until I die