Fade

[00:33.32] I try to breathe
[00:37.98] Memories overtaking me
[00:41.98] I try to face them but the thought
[00:46.50] Is too much to conceive
[00:50.14] I only know that I can change
[00:54.30] Everything else just stays the same
[00:58.37] So now I step out of
[01:01.46] The darkness that my life became 'cause
[01:06.37] I just needed someone to talk to
[01:09.47] You were just too busy with yourself
[01:14.23] You were never there for me to express how I felt
[01:19.60] I just stuffed it down
[01:22.33] Now I'm older and I feel like
[01:25.70] I could let some of this anger fade
[01:30.52] But it seems the surface
[01:33.03] I am scratching is the bed that I have made
[01:40.06]
[01:47.24] So where were you
[01:51.44] When all this I was going through
[01:55.51] You never took the time
[01:58.56] To ask me just what you could do
[02:03.88] I only know that I can change
[02:07.86] Everything else just stays the same
[02:11.99] So now I step out of
[02:15.27] The darkness that my life became 'cause
[02:20.25] I just needed someone to talk to
[02:23.88] You were just too busy with yourself
[02:28.44] You were never there for me to express how I felt
[02:33.82] I just stuffed it down
[02:36.52] Now I'm older and I feel like
[02:39.89] I could let some of this anger fade
[02:44.57] But it seems the surface
[02:47.24] I am scratching is the bed that I have made
[02:54.96] But I never meant to fade away
[03:03.15] I never meant to fade
[03:08.94] I just needed someone to talk to
[03:12.20] You were just too busy with yourself
[03:16.96] You were never there for me to express how I felt
[03:22.31] I just stuffed it down
[03:25.07] Now I'm older and I feel like
[03:28.43] I could let some of this anger fade
[03:33.38] But it seems the surface
[03:35.51] I am scratching is the bed that I have made
[03:42.98]
[03:50.14] I try to breathe
[03:51.99]