Where to Begin

I've been looking for the meaning of life
In the darkest corners of the brightest of lights
I've been seeking out a feeling of power
In the dungeons underneath the holiest towers

I don't care, but I do
and I'll say anything to get out of the way of you
to get out of the way of you
to get out of the way of you

And I don't know where to begin
To breathe you again, to breathe you again
And I don't know where to begin
To breathe you again, to need you again

and I've been losing in the fight of my life
Motivation still born, cemetery inside
Is my soul a dump for chemical waste?
Adding sugar to poison, 'till I'm loving the taste

I don't care, but I do
and I'll say anything to get out of the way of you
To get out of the way of you

And I don't know where to begin
To breathe you again, to need you again
And I don't know where to begin
To breathe you again, to need you again

and I've been looking for the meaning of life