comes and goes

Calling out's hard through a screen
Been in my room these past few weeks
I know that I'm still in the lead
But it's hard to feel like I'm seen
I just want some cash in my pocket
I had love but I lost it
Work's got me exhausted
I would tell you how I feel but you're not here
It comes and goes
But I'll never know
If I'm really okay
I'm doing better on my own
But I don't know where I wanna go

I think I'm stuck in a dream
Been this way since 16
I hold myself to nothing
Keeping all my guts in
Shadows cast on my skin
Hit the ground 'til I bleed
But I just keep on running
I just keep on running
Cut you all off but it wasn't enough
Burnout's still fucking me up
I still mask my shit tryna toughen me up
Before they find me out gotta suck it up
I think I'm stuck in a dream
I'll never get to sleep
I lost all those memories
Of the whole world ending
It comes and goes
But I'll never know
If I'm really okay
I'm doing better on my own
But I don't know where I wanna go
I don't wanna think anymore
I wanna be bored
'Til my bones sink through the floor
I don't wanna think anymore
I wanna be bored
'Til my bones sink through the floor

It comes and goes
But I'll never know
If I'm really okay
I'm doing better on my own
But I don't know where I wanna go
I don't wanna think anymore
I wanna be bored
'Til my bones sink through the floor
I don't wanna think anymore
I wanna be bored
'Til my bones sink through the floor