can't let my guard down

[00:05.21] I'd let my guard down
[00:06.62] But you get so dramatic
[00:08.10] I can't mess up you won't forget it
[00:09.74] Like it's photographic
[00:11.05] And if we fall out
[00:12.40] I'm not sure if I'll manage
[00:13.92] I think I'm codependent
[00:14.52] Won't tell you, that's oversharing
[00:16.65] I wish I could tell you why I'm mad
[00:19.53] But I don't want you finding more red flags
[00:22.36] And I know I can't open up my back
[00:25.30] I can't write a love song
[00:26.79] And when I try it feels wrong
[00:30.15] Fill my lungs so I can't feel a thing
[00:32.08] Haven't slept in days
[00:32.99] My eyes peeled open from adrenaline
[00:36.05] I wish I could be your sedative
[00:37.74] How could I repair us
[00:38.94] I can't put together sentences
[00:41.24] I'll try to fix things by myself
[00:44.54] By emulating someone else
[00:46.88] I can't admit when I need help
[00:50.44] But I will when it's over
[00:52.21] I'll be waiting by the edge, of what I was built on
[00:58.17] Contemplating if I let us go on too long
[01:03.92] Why even try to waste my time
[01:08.12] Still don't understand my mind
[01:11.24] How could I be in your life
[01:13.96] If I can't control mine
[01:15.28] I'd let my guard down
[01:16.59] But you get so dramatic
[01:18.08] I can't mess up you won't forget it
[01:19.52] Like it's photographic
[01:20.82] And if we fall out
[01:22.28] I'm not sure if I'll manage
[01:23.78] I think I'm codependent
[01:25.00] Won't tell you that's oversharing
[01:26.40] I wish I could tell you why I'm mad
[01:29.26] But I don't want you finding more red flags
[01:32.13] And I know I can't open up my back
[01:35.26] I can't write a love song
[01:36.52] And when I try it feels wrong
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