Honest To God

Spent december
Curled up
With the blinds drawn
And a warm cup
I couldn't explain it
So I won't even try
But the light in my eyes has gone cold
Honest to god
I'm tired of trying so hard to find
All of the pieces of me that I lost
Somewhere along the line
When the spring came
I was maxed out
Trying to steer two sinking ships
With my head in a black cloud
I couldn't explain it
So I won't even try
But the light in my eyes has gone cold
Honest to god
I'm tired of trying so hard to find
All of the pieces of me that I lost somewhere!
(I'm just trying, I'm just, I'm just)
I'm just trying to keep my feet on the ground