Tortured Decline

I'm sorry for some of the things I said
And others I don't feel bad at all
I worry because I don't feel bad at all
Is that a problem or is it fine?
Is this psychosis only mine?
And mine alone?
And mine alone?

But I'm losing sleep over you
Tonight you sleep next to somebody new
And I see our tortured decline
Every night
I see our tortured decline

I don't want to think about you
When I go to sleep tonight
But I think that torturing myself with you
Is all that feels right anymore
I know I'm lost
But I'm afraid of being discovered here
I know I shouldn't be in this place
I've heard it all before, dear

But I'm losing sleep over you
Tonight you sleep next to somebody new
And I see our tortured decline
Every night
I see our tortured decline