Last One Standing Loses

I tried my best at being honest
But ended up breaking my promise
I'm a fucking fraud, a mistake

How can I know just what you're missing
When my monster never listens?
Choking on the words you give away

I know the air's not always clean here
If you fit in, you disappear
Your demons or mine tonight?

I'm tired of saying goodnight
To best friends I just met
I know I said I'm fixed, but I'm still beaten
The crippling melancholy
Just hasn't killed me yet
We'll keep on fighting, and I'll keep on trying, until I don't need breath

I'm sick and bored of being victim
I'm dying up here, I don't fit in
Morning blazing sun in my еyes

You make me feel likе you have got me
I never felt so fucking lonely
Bones are screaming for a friend, I need you

I know the air's not always clean here
If you fit in, you disappear
I'm done here, I'm done

I'm tired of saying goodnight
To best friends I just met
I know I said I'm fixed, but I'm still beaten
The crippling melancholy
Just hasn't killed me yet
We'll keep on fighting, and I'll keep on trying, until I don't need breath

I gave my heart to you, spoiled and unopened
You took it in, 'cause I was haunted and broken
I let you down, I wish that I could do better
I couldn't fix your problems or take the pressure

Waiting for last call
Hold on to what was
Waiting for last call
When you can't walk
You just crawl