violet(noise)

See how much I bleed
I'm a real person that's in need
Of another path to tread
Syllables are tangled up in red
Can I find the words
To put this all to rest?
I've been melting to my bed
Pondering the words already said
Sick of screaming at myself
I need a friend
So ill say it once again
I wonder who the fuck cares about me
And who just tryna say they around me

How much longer can I keep this up
Before I find myself sinking in my deepest rut
Where I cant climb back like I had before
Where I'm forced to see what I've ignored

How much longer can I keep this up
Before the walls close in and the door stays shut
Pills are getting hard to swallow
And the paths too rough
Every action that I take
Reveals the wounds and cuts

How much longer can I keep this up
Before I find myself sinking in my deepest rut
Where I cant climb back like I had before
Where I'm forced to see what I've ignored

How much longer can I keep this up
Before the walls close in and the door stays shut
Pills are getting hard to swallow
And the paths too rough
Every action that I take
Reveals the wounds and cuts

I'm reaching towards the light
I'm towards the light
But how can you follow your heart
When you're falling apart?

How much longer can I keep this up
Before I find myself sinking in my deepest rut
Where I cant climb back like I had before
Where I'm forced to see what I've ignored

How much longer can I keep this up
Before the walls close in and the door stays shut
Pills are getting hard to swallow
And the paths too rough
Every action that I take
Reveals the wounds and cuts