Familiar Drugs

Medicate relapse
Dizzy in my blur
The blood that's in my veins
Might kill me faster
Than familiar drugs

I think you said
This is all just temporary
Life moves fast it's momentary

Spinning in suffering
The ending never justifies the meaning

Sharp when it hits
Because my anger never sets
And I know
Failure has been a familiar hand to hold

I've been keeping alive
By killing myself with anything

An unfamiliar high
I'm just afraid of the fall
The medicine I'm abusing
It's hard to fight when I know I'm losing

Spinning in suffering
Life is only temporary

Familiar drugs just keep me spinning
I don't wanna come down from this feeling at all
At all

Spin in suffering
Spin in suffering
Suffering
Suffering
Suffering