CHRONICALLY CAUTIOUS

[00:01.09] Again, we'll beg for the smallest part, I know it's not
[00:04.78] Enough to change what's been going on, but it's all I got
[00:08.21] I misjudge and switch up, from target to target
[00:11.92] Miscalculate what it is that I want
[00:15.18] Swimming in circles, in search of substance
[00:18.75] In shallow waters, it didn't mean nothing
[00:22.34] How can an optimist be cynical?
[00:27.67] So if I'm honest
[00:29.47] I think I'm beginning to question how much I want this
[00:32.76] Overloaded serial stressor, I'm sitting nauseous
[00:36.22] Panic on a loop in my head, I'm chronically cautious
[00:39.55] How can I get off this?
[00:41.68] To keep it simple
[00:43.25] I think I've been willingly following every impulse
[00:46.41] Picturing a future, then tossing it out the window
[00:50.03] Suffocate the fire I started right when it kindles
[00:53.52] Passionate but fickle
[01:03.12] The source of my serotonin is only digital
[01:06.38] 'Cause my reality's fading, I guess it's typical
[01:09.86] Can switch back, it's mismatched in dopamine
[01:13.26] Get whiplash, it hits fast, controlling me
[01:16.66] Swerving in silence, I'm all alone
[01:20.22] In traffic, I'm trapped and I can't find home
[01:24.43] I'm an optimist who's cynical
[01:27.36] (Now that's fucking miserable)
[01:29.56] So if I'm honest
[01:31.01] I think I'm beginning to question how much I want this
[01:34.50] Overloaded serial stressor, I'm sitting nauseous
[01:38.00] Panic on a loop in my head, I'm chronically cautious
[01:41.33] How can I get off this?
[01:43.34] To keep it simple
[01:44.92] I think I've been willingly following every impulse
[01:48.20] Picturing a future, then tossing it out the window
[01:51.72] Suffocate the fire I started right when it kindles
[01:55.08] Passionate but fickle