SILLY BRAIN

[00:07.72] I know I'm hard to be around
[00:09.76] Wanna be loved
[00:11.00] But I guess I'm just a big problem
[00:15.87] Wish I would feel completely nothing
[00:17.43] 'Cause you're laughing
[00:18.66] As I'm hitting the rock bottom
[00:22.36] If life's a happy party
[00:24.71] I've never been invited
[00:26.79] If youth is so delightful
[00:28.83] Why am I not excited?
[00:30.43] You say that's all in my hands
[00:32.48] And I just overreact
[00:34.52] I bet that you've never felt
[00:36.73] Like an irreparable defect
[00:40.74] Silly, silly brain
[00:42.33] Making me insane
[00:44.30] It's a never-ending story
[00:46.20] I screw up and then say sorry
[00:48.69] Silly, silly brain
[00:50.27] Deals with lots of pain
[00:52.37] Yeah, things will probly worsen
[00:53.94] I don't feel like a normal person
[00:56.35] Any-anymore, anymore
[01:00.34] Any-anymore, anymore
[01:03.72] Silly, silly brain
[01:05.68] Silly, silly brain
[01:06.98] (Silly brain)
[01:08.00] Yeah, every time I leave my house I feel like I'm an alien
[01:10.24] So embarrassed and so overwhelmed
[01:11.80] Oh my god, what a waste — spending all my young days
[01:13.77] On the drama and hating my body and face
[01:15.67] On the crippling anxiety, all cries and begs
[01:17.78] Fear of society, having no strength
[01:19.98] To get out of my bed for just washing my hair
[01:21.53] Always hungry for love, always needy for care
[01:23.41] Staying infantile child, being constantly tired
[01:25.64] It's not that existence that I so desired
[01:27.20] Hearing that I'm just lazy and don't even try
[01:29.13] But I was born this way and this way I will die
[01:46.53] Silly, silly brain
[01:47.95] Making me insane
[01:49.85] It's a never-ending story
[01:51.52] I screw up and then say sorry
[01:54.17] Silly, silly brain
[01:55.78] Deals with lots of pain
[01:57.97] Yeah, things will probly worsen
[01:59.80] I don't feel like a normal person
[02:02.47] Silly brain
[02:03.75] Making me insane
[02:05.38] It's a never-ending story
[02:07.44] I screw up and then say sorry
[02:09.62] Silly, silly brain
[02:11.23] Deals with lots of pain
[02:13.48] Yeah, things will probly worsen
[02:15.37] I don't feel like a normal person
[02:17.74] Any-anymore, anymore
[02:21.46] Any-anymore, anymore
[02:25.16] Silly, silly brain
[02:26.74] Silly brain
[02:27.70] Silly, silly brain
[02:29.67] Silly brain
[02:30.71] Silly brain
[02:32.18] Silly brain
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