Finally Happy

Life is too much,
On occasion
I take,
I take the razorblade
To my wrists,
To my throat,
Blood shows me I'm alive
Alive too long
I must die,
I must die today
Tonight I will be gone
Alone and dead
In my pain,
Suffering
Suffering as a soul in hell
Torment shoots through my soul
My dead soul,
I will never find peace
And in my eternal suffering
I am finally happy,
Finally happy
For I am dead now